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I haven't got it good,
im living in chronic hell atm..
btw im sorry to hear that you are worse off I hope you get sorted !
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Posted: 2008-01-04 01:46:00
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@admad - "Well we all have f**ked up lifes That's why i'm gonna drink much for the new year" - I agree with this.... That's the same I'm gonna do...
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Posted: 2008-01-04 02:05:07
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I had a career change a few years ago... completely different...
I now work with people "with learning difficulties".... and some have terrible health problems... but... the smile on their faces that they greet me with every single visit... makes me incredibly humble.... and I agree with the sentiment that if you help someone.... and have someone say thanks.... makes all the difference... it did for me... and now I really find the work I do rewarding.... despite going grey and having my hair thin whilst I look in the mirror....
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Posted: 2008-01-04 02:35:44
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Well said, Smiler
i teach at a school where the kids come from a background where violence is an everyday phenomenon, and the unemployment rate over 80%. If not for the fact that a local church runs a soup kitchen for them thrice a week, most wouldn't know what a hot meal is. Yet to see those faces light up when they grasp a new concept, or succeed at a difficult task... it's the highlight of my working day!
SsTiTcH, my heart goes out to you mate. Hang in there and keep the faith.
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Posted: 2008-01-04 08:09:00
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life sucks and life is grand in equal measure. Often at the same time.
Lately I have had some major financial issues. I don't yet know if there are any solutions. I have debts I can't even begin to describe. My business is going well, but the debt situation threatens to prevent my ability to continue making money. It could all come crashing down like a house of cards. I have worried about this consistantly for the last 6 months to the point where it has affected my physical health (I'm too controlled emotionally to have a nervous breakdown, so it has hit my body instead)
This christmas and new year I had major problems with my neck (locked up - couldn't turn my head left or right), and infected root canal, unable to sleep for more than an hour per night for a couple of weeks (due to pain and no sleep position that would let me sleep).
The week before christmas I had to work despite no sleep and the neck problems. Was the shittest week I'd had in years, yet somehow it didn't get me down. I just soldiered on and focussed on the light at the end of the tunnel, even though I had no idea if there was any, if my neck problems were fixable, or the fact the infection wouldn't clear up despite taking anti-biotics.
Still having neck problems though it's much improved and the chiro says they can fix it. Had the tooth pulled, hopefully now the infection will clear up. Atleast I can sleep now and the pain is more or less gone.
But in all that, Christmas and New Year days were great family days and I had lot's of great company. Probably the best family moments I've had in ages. I even got to see the fireworks for the first time in years! Painkillers gave me enough relief to enjoy the holiday season (gotta love the chemists who design that shit - iboprufen rocks
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Also, as a result of going to the xray centre for the chiro (for my neck), I met a close friend of mine from High School who I haven't seen in 19 years and whom I thought I may not be able to find again (we lost contact when I was 21). So God moves in mysterious ways my friends! If not for the neck problems I may never have seen her again.
So in the pain and fatigue things can seem hopeless and it can feel like nothing makes sense, or that there is no possible way out, but then inevitably, if you hang in there things work themselves out and it starts to become obvious that there is a purpose in things. Sometimes we will never really understand the purpose until we pass on from this world. But does it matter? Live day to day, don't live for the future. Take what joy you can from each day and feel no guilt over this. Follow your heart.
Continue laughing. Look for the beauty in life were ever you may find it. Smell the flowers. Feed the pigeons. The sun welcomes you every morning. The night embraces you at the end of every day.
Love as much as you can, let go of fear, and be true to yourself. This may not help your circumstance, but you will FEEL better all the same. If you want help with your problems see a professional. However if you want peace, you will find it in your heart and not in any outside thing, place or person.
Also remember, our esato brothers and sisters are here to help us when we are down, bless you all!
btw, I love life, and always have!
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Posted: 2008-01-04 12:17:45
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@ max
speechless...
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Posted: 2008-01-05 09:24:10
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Yeah, I had to vent. Really my problems are nothing compared to many, which is why I never let it get me down for very long. Still feels good to talk about it sometimes though
btw, good luck with your problems whatever they be
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Posted: 2008-01-05 10:13:12
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Its all in the mind friends,Its a state of mind.Keep thinking to yourself You "DON'T" hate your life and you will get off you backside and do something about it!
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Posted: 2008-01-06 15:33:04
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I have AS levels starting tomorrow and Im going to fail
I dont know what I want to do in life..and im probably goona end up in some shithole
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Posted: 2008-01-06 15:39:27
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Don't worry m8 i've been to 6th form and college doing many ICT courses, doing Cisco now......and have decided I don't want to do ICT as a career any more....bit late now though and it's the only thing i'm half decent at.
I'm 20, and I havn't got a clue what i'm doing tomorrow...let alone the next 10 years.
Look in to things now m8, trust me I wish I had done when I was about 17.
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Posted: 2008-01-06 17:15:03
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